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Time Signatures

Fri, 7 Dec 2012, 01:04 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

So why is it? Why is it that pieces like Take Five are so compelling?

4/4 time. 3/4 time. That’s fine, but it just goes around and around and in some sense sounds like an infinite loop around just a tiny bit of something.

But 5/4 and 7/4, well now we’re talking. Looping still, of course. But each iteration holds a tiny universe. A world full of complexities and maybe unexpected syncopations. And can you even count along?

So there’s Brubeck’s Take Five in 5/4. And there’s Jethro Tull’s Living in the Past in 5/4. And of course, there’s Pink Floyd’s Money in 7/4.

So much happens in each measure.

That’s why, isn’t it?

Take Five

Thu, 6 Dec 2012, 07:01 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

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The Music

Thu, 29 Nov 2012, 06:03 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Noticing the Music

There was music in the grocery store.

How great is that, live music at the grocery store?

We walk in thru the sliding doors, and as the smell of the produce surrounds us, there’s guitar music coming from the lobby where a guy is sitting on a stool playing and singing while people sit at tables eating and listening.

I know. The prices are high. Still, the food is good. There are many organic choices. … And now there’s music.

2. Scowling at the Music

We wandered around, starting in the produce section, working our way thru the meats and cheese, getting some eggs and soup. And then we were back in meats again. 

I was picking out some hot, cooked chicken to eat for dinner (because we had met after work, and I was fading fast) when I noticed the music again. It was coming from the other side of the store. It was loud.

The guy was belting it out at the top of his lungs. And it was really bad.

3. Dining with the Music

After we checked out, we pushed the cart up to a table just beyond the cash registers, and we sat down to eat.

The guy was still there howling into the microphone. There were very few people left at the tables listening to him. The music had been deteriorating steadily, and it frankly wasn’t pleasant sitting there. I chose a table as far from him as we could get.

“Do you want to sit outside?” asked the Fair and Industrious Trudy as she put her wallet back into her purse.

It was cold outside, and I was really hungry by now.

“No,” I said as I bit into a drumstick.

4. Stopping the Music

And now the songs turned raunchy. Not only was he too loud. Not only was he out of tune. But now he was singing some song about sex.

The manager walked up and quietly whispered something to him. They spoke for a few minutes, and then she walked away.

“Well that’s fine,” he said into the microphone. “We won’t sing about SEX. We don’t talk about SEX. Anything but SEX.”

The manager came back and quietly whispered a few more things to him. She still had a pleasant look on her face, but it was pretty obvious by now that things we going majorly downhill.

Mark mumbled some words into the microphone as he shuffled thru his sheet music looking for a different song.

“Here’s something,” he said. “It’s about a grocery store!”

This time, the song was about blood, warm blood flowing out of her head. Each time he got to the word “blood”, he belted it out as loudly as he possibly could.

The manager returned. I heard her quietly say, “Ok, we’re done.”

And that was the end of the music.

Her Lame Son

Sat, 24 Nov 2012, 09:32 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. The Airport

Sometimes mom stops and turns just as the airport sliding doors open. She stops and turns and smiles. And we wave one last time. But this time she didn’t.

I was standing there in case she did. And I was smiling, because we had a good week. But she was preoccupied and made a beeline to the checkin counter.

We had a good week. We did a few things. We went a few places. We sat in the sun with the dogs on our laps. We had a Thanksgiving dinner that couldn’t be beat. And then the week was up before it even started, and mom was walking thru the sliding glass doors.

 2. Dallas in the Distance

When we got home three hours later after a long hike with the dogs in the woods, there was a message on our answering machine. There had been some kind of maintenance problem with the airplane, and mom was stranded in Dallas.

The airline has treated her well, putting her up in a hotel, providing transportation there and back and giving her dinner and breakfast vouchers. We called to see if everything was ok.

When she answered the phone, she sounded positively giddy. She talked about seeing the city in the distance. And about her room and the TV and how she was having a wonderful adventure.

Her voice was chipper, and was under control. So we chatted briefly and said our good byes again. 

3. Did She Even Leave Austin?

I hung up the phone, and we continued our luxurious lounging in the afternoon sun. Then Trudy looked over at me. 

“Did she even leave Austin?”

My eyes widened.

Mom actually didn’t say that it was Dallas downtown she could see out her hotel window. Could it be? Did I just chat with my mother who was stranded at a hotel on the other side of town and then wish her a good time and hang up!?

“What time did she leave the message?” 

I looked down at the phone. Her message came in at 2:58pm.

Trudy shook her head. No, they never even took off.

4. A Lame Son

I called her back.

“Hello again!” came her muffled voice on the phone.

“Mom, are you in Dallas or Austin?”

“I’m in Austin. We never left.”

OMG. What a lame son. What a lame son.

“Well, you want to go to dinner?”

“Oh no. I’m fine. They gave me a voucher that I can use downstairs.”

“Well you want to do something else this evening? How about if we go out and do something? We have the whole evening!”

“Oh no. I’m fine. I’m having a bit of an adventure.”

Lame son or not, she seemed to be enjoying herself.

5. One Last Goodbye

I called her later at about dinner time. I figured that the least we could do is drive over to the hotel and eat with her at the restaurant downstairs.

“Oh no,” she said. “I’m really fine. I ordered a mushroom sandwich. One of those big mushrooms … Portobello. And I’m eating right now in my room. It’s a really good sandwich, and I have onion rings and fries.

I could hear the TV in the background. I think it was football.

“I love you mom,” I said.

“I love you, Davy.”

Thanksgiving Morning

Thu, 22 Nov 2012, 10:46 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

The sun is overtopping the house, golden light spilling into the front, lighting the Salvia blossoms that remain and that one blooming Cowpen Daisy by the curb. 

The oak leaves are bright green and swaying in a gentle breeze.

There is a pie in the house: apple/pear/cranberry. Attention! There is pie.

We returned to the aroma of baking last night as the pie cooled, having filled ourselves downtown amid the lights of the city and the buzz of the hipsters laughing, drinking and checking their phones. We ate chicken and meatloaf and mashed potatoes and sweet potatoes and corn fritters and deviled eggs.

And today there will be another feast. Turkey. Sweet potatoes again. Green beans. Stuffing. And attention! There will be another pie.

My grandfather would have been delighted.

The three of us (Trudy, mom and I) will sit down, a smaller thing perhaps than those Thanksgivings of old with all of us gathered under the glowing light of my grandparents’ magical dining room, but a fine thing nevertheless. A fine thing. We three will sit at the table with a spread before us, such as it will be, and think of our gifts. 

I am thankful for so many things. 

I am thankful for blankets I can pull about me at night. For arms intertwined with Trudy’s. For happy dogs in the morning. For happy dogs at night. For a boy about to graduate from college.

I am thankful for lights we read by in the evening and for farmer’s market eggs in the morning.

I am thankful for butterflies and bees buzzing in the yard. For lizards hiding in the rocks. For beetles scurrying in the leaf litter. For the snakes that we rarely see but know are there. For wrens and mockingbirds and cardinals and bluejays and titmice and doves and owls and hawks. And even for vultures soaring just above the treetops.

I am thankful for the dirt that we plant in. For the warm, rich compost pile in the back. For the cucumbers and tomatoes and peppers and greens that grow out of the ground by some magic that I still cannot quite believe. 

With all of this, I am blessed. By all of this, I am humbled. For all of this, I give grateful thanks.

Happy Thanksgiving to you.

Cookies Next to the Printer

Thu, 11 Oct 2012, 05:54 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

There are cookies, they say. Cookies next to the printer. The printer just over my shoulder.

They email the announcement. And people say, “Awesome!” and wander by. Wander by and grab a cookie. Peanut butter. Chocolate chip. M&M. Cookies, I tell you, sitting on that plate next to the printer right over there.

Oh, if I can only hold out a bit longer. Resist the voice that’s telling me, “You’ve been so good.” If I can just wait for a few more wanderers come by and reduce those carb-laden, caloric temptations down to nothing but crumbs.

I’m waiting.

Their Kids

Sun, 7 Oct 2012, 08:13 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

He leads a team. She’s a contractor on it. They were talking in an office behind a closed glass door. But their meeting was over, and they slide back the door as they walked out into the big room with the rest of us.

“How old are your kids,” he asked her.

She smiled at the question. “Fourteen,” she said.

He smiled broadly. “Mine are four and almost two.”

It was then that his face really lit up. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. He swiped in once and held it out. 

She took it and looked at the pictures of his children, and she said something back.

He nodded and chuckled and took back his phone. She sat down at her desk. He walked around to the other side and sat down at his. And they got back to work.

This is an amazing place. I told my mom once that when I took this job that I had died and gone to heaven. It’s true. Every day I find another reason why it’s true.

Cliff’s Edge

Fri, 21 Sep 2012, 11:09 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Zerah and Manni walked to the cliff, beyond the grass out onto the jagged rocks. It was night, and it was dark, but the two of them knew this place well. They found a low place beside a boulder where they would be out of the wind. They sat down and let their legs dangle over the edge.

Several minutes passed. Neither spoke.

“So do you hear it?” Zerah asked.

Manni cocked her head and stared into the blackness. She turned her head to the right and then slowly to the left.

“I don’t hear anything. Just the waves.”

“Listen,” said Zerah. “It’s over there.”

She reached up and turned Manni’s chin back to the right.

“Listen. There it goes again. It’s a dog I tell you.”

Manni sat up straining to hear. The wind blew. The distant waves crashed. But she heard nothing.

Endeavour

Thu, 20 Sep 2012, 08:29 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I saw Endeavour hitching a ride west this morning.

Standing in the wet grass on Auditorium Shores, we spotted it approaching from the east out of the sun. They had clearance to fly low at 1500 feet. With landing lights on, shining brightly thru the morning haze, a T-38 trailing slightly behind and off to one side.

The 747’s turbofans whined loudly as they passed over downtown. It was a single pass, flying directly over the capitol and then climbing back to altitude as they passed behind a flagpole and into the hills on its way to El Paso and then to California.

I saw Endeavour hitching a ride this morning. And that will certainly be the last one I see in the air.

When You Gave Me a Hug

Sat, 8 Sep 2012, 02:19 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I remember a time, years and years and years ago.

Something had made me angry. Made me furious. I can’t remember today what it was. But I can taste the fury that was coursing thru my brain.

You came into my room. In the midst of the storm. You sat me down on the edge of my bed. And you turned and quietly gave me a very long hug. With your arms around your sobbing son. With your hand behind his head.

And the storm passed. It was all better. Whatever it was.

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