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Sunrise: Exercise #3

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 06:02 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 3

Your days are dull and pass uneventfully. With the days of your youth far behind you and your days of shining dreams dashed by the years, you find it hard to smile. You can’t jump for joy, because there is so little to jump over. You live your life with a cloud hanging over your head.

They see it in you—your friends, your colleagues, your family. They see the black spirit that occupies your soul. And even though you know that they see it, even though you see it in yourself, and even though you wish that it were otherwise, you are powerless against it.

Breathe in, breathe out.

You gaze out the airplane window. It is cloudy. It is winter. And the day is cold and grey.

But the airplane doesn’t care, and the pilot doesn’t care, and the clouds outside don’t care, because this is just another morning, and even though it is a grim, dreary day, the sun is out there somewhere for someone who is smiling just because of it.

The plane breaks thru the clouds. White wisps flash over the wings. A blue sky blazes overhead. And the rising morning sun shines in your eyes. It makes you squint. It makes you think. And it finally—finally—makes you smile.

Sunrise: Exercise #2

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 05:26 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 2

“What’s that?” the boy asked his father.

There was a tremble in his voice. The jet was roaring, and their seats where shaking as they raced down the runway.

“We’re taking off,” his dad said, nodding to the window. “Watch.”

The boy turned and put his nose to the window.

White lines on the runway raced by. And then the airport terminal. And then other jets on the tarmac. And trucks with big tanks on the back. And then their plane pitched upward.

A moment later is was quiet, except for the whining of turbofans.

“Daddy?” the boy said, turning back.

“Keep watching,” his father said, pointing out the window.

It was grey outside. It had rained that day, and dark clouds hung in the sky.

“Daddy, the clouds are getting closer,” the boy said, face still fixed at the window.

“And daddy, we’re in the clouds. And daddy… look!”

At that moment the airplane broke thru the cloud deck and emerged on the other side. White cloud tops passed beneath them. The sky above them was clear. And in the east, the day was dawning.

“Oh daddy,” the boy shouted. “It’s the sun!”

Sunrise: Exercise #1

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 04:50 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 1

It is bright out there.
Yellow sun and shining lakes.
Sunrise from the air.

Two Stratotankers

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 12:25 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I looked out across the runway and saw five Stratotankers sitting in a row. And a sixth in a hanger. They quietly sat there on the far side of the airfield as commercial planes came and went.

As I stood at the window of the terminal, two of the jets began to move.

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Together they left their parked positions and taxied slowly to the end of the runway. As commercial jets landed, they waited to take off.

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And when they were next on the runway, they turned and began to roll toward the terminal.

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But KC-135s are big planes, and they need a lot of runway, so I figured that from where I was standing, they would just roll by, and I would miss them climbing into the air.

So as the first one turned, I dashed to the other side of gate 12 to another set of floor-to-ceiling windows. And lo, the first jet came roaring past and pulled its nose into the air, just as a Southwest 737 taxied by.

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And then the second one followed the first.

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Snap. Snap. Snap. My camera fired off rapid shots, catching them as they took off.

Am I allowed to do this? Is someone going to tap me on the shoulder and tell me to stop? Is this a breach of security? Don’t laugh. I’ve been told to put my camera down before as I took pictures out the window of a plane. So I’m wondering and half expecting a reprimand.

But none comes.

The jets take off. I take my pictures. An elderly man several seats down talks to a friend about KC-135s and points out the window. And I put my camera away.

My father took me to the airport, I am told, when I was very young. He took me to watch the airplanes, and I suppose my future was determined from those moments. I have always loved watching airplanes and being in airport terminals with great, broad windows looking out on the airfield, permitting a luxurious view of the takeoffs and landings.

And today was no exception. I stood there at the window watching the airplanes as they rolled by and took off and landed. As others around me ate hurried lunches or listened to music or watched the overhead television sets, my attention was directed outside.

My dad is responsible for this.

But I feel like I did something wrong taking those pictures as those tankers took off. I feel as if there was some kind of rule that I broke.

How sad is it that?

Nothing More

Tue, 20 Dec 2011, 11:04 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I look down upon an endless sea of white cloud tops lit by the morning sun chasing away the shadows of night.

I look out and see this once, and I start writing. And then twice, and I write some more. And then a third time.

After an hour has passed and we begin our descent into Birmingham, I close my notebook and put my pencil away. And I gaze out the window again.

Certainly, I think… certainly I have looked out this window enough. Certainly there is nothing else those clouds will tell me, no new message they will suggest. Certainly there is nothing more to write.

But just then our airplane banks sharply. The morning sun reflects off the silver wing, making me squint. And in the distance it glints off a winding river snaking its way to the Gulf.

I take my pencil and open my notebook. No, there was indeed nothing else to see, nothing else to write.  I just thought I’d record that fact.

Is That a Journal?

Tue, 20 Dec 2011, 10:35 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

She wore a white sweater and had a pink scarf wrapped around her neck and a fuzzy coat with leopard-like spots. She turned to him as he sat in the window seat writing in a small, gray notebook.

“Is that a journal?” she asked.

He set his pencil down and turned to her.

“Yes it is,” he said. “I’ve kept one for a long time, but I don’t write on paper much anymore.”

She smiled and said, “I don’t keep a journal.”

He nodded.

“You write like my son,” she said. “His letters look just like yours. And he’s left handed, too.”

He looked down at the mechanical pencil in his left hand: Pentel 0.5mm with 2B leads.

“Is he an engineer?” he asked.

“No,” she said. “He’s an architect.”

Love Field in the Morning

Mon, 19 Dec 2011, 10:56 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

We drop out of clear blue skies of morning into clouds that looked so soft from 10,000 feet. The airplane jumps and rolls.The water on the lakes is still.The highways are empty. The city sleeps.

Flaps extended.

We pass over apartment blocks and office parks and the Cotton Bowl. Strip malls along quiet morning streets race by.

There are condominiums with balconies looking out over a freeway. And there are Sycamore trees beside a winding creek. And there is a Jack in the Box. And a Burger King. And a street. And a fence. And grass. And then the runway.

“Ladies and gentlemen, we have arrived. Spread some joy. Spread some peace. Welcome to Dallas.”

I love flying Southwest.

Remarkable Sky

Mon, 19 Dec 2011, 10:36 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Thousands of feet below the Southwest Airlines 737, there’s an endless blanket of billowing cloud tops. And there’s a thin sliver of pink in the eastern sky. The sun is rising. Day is coming soon.

To the west, the full moon is setting, just now coming out of eclipse. I dash from one side of the airplane to the other, first looking at the rising sun, then looking at the setting moon.

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What remarkable timing. What a remarkable view. And how remarkable is it that the flight attendants haven’t told me to sit down?

Water

Tue, 6 Dec 2011, 08:10 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

[…]
I am a dry man whose thirst is praise
of clouds, and whose mind is something of a cup.
My sweetness is to wake in the night
after days of dry heat, hearing the rain.

— Wendell Berry, Water (1970)

He read his poem to us the other day from a chair on the stage. He sat there… or did he stand? I evidently only heard his words as sight passed from my eyes, because I can’t for the life of me remember the scene even though we sat only eight rows back.

In any event, he either sat or stood there reading his poem, and I thought of the drought we’ve endured.

I have been a dry man. A dry man in a dry house whose doors sometimes wouldn’t shut because of the tortured contraction of the parched ground around us. I have been a dry man looking after the trees with hoses and buckets. A dry man longing for rain.

And finally several nights ago we woke to the sound of it. And the night after. And again for a third. We woke after more than a year of drought, hearing the rain.

I just wish that the roof hadn’t leaked.

Still, you can’t have everything, and this rain I’ll take.  Even though it was only three inches in three days and the creeks are still bone dry, I’ll take the rain we got.

We can fix the roof (if only the tarps will hold).

The Truth About Tools

Sun, 27 Nov 2011, 08:51 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

At the end of the presentation, the students opened the floor to questions. A man in the back stood up.

He had been a sponsor their work. It was a mission for him: to pass knowledge to the next generation by dropping them into the melée and putting them to work with technologies and software before they otherwise would.

“How did the tools work?” he asked.

One of the students took the mic.

“Fine,” he said. “The tools all worked fine as soon as we figured out how to use them correctly.”

The room erupted in laughter, not only because of the humor of the response but also because of its deep truth.

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