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Lost Pines

Wed, 7 Sep 2011, 11:12 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Bastrop State Park is gone. Close to a thousand homes are gone. People have died. As of this afternoon, they only had the fire partially contained. This is really, really bad.

Bastrop Wildfire

On Tuesday I drove to Houston which normally takes me thru Bastrop. The photo above is a view of the city as you come in from the west. Highway 71 descends from this spot down to the Colorado River and then up out of the valley on the far side. That rise is visible as trees in the distance. And over that hill is Bastrop State Park.

That park was my first introduction to Central Texas back in 1979. Alan was driving four of us to Austin from our summer jobs in Houston, and he told us about Bastrop and the park and about Lost Pines, about how this island stand of Loblollies was an isolated remnant of a great forest that covered this area long ago.

On Tuesday, of course, the highway was closed. So I bypassed Bastrop west and south of the fire, taking the two legs of a triangle instead of the hypotenuse.

The wind was blowing out of the north and pushed the plume across my route.

I entered the smoke near Lockhart as I was driving south. 15 miles later, in Luling, I turned east on Interstate 10 and only then entered the plume in earnest. Visibility was drivable, but the smoke was thick, and my windows were shut. At 65 mph, it took me 30 minutes to emerge on the other side of the plume.

Enough to make a grown man cry.

photo credit: Unknown. Sent to me by a friend. Don’t know where he got it.

GNP 275

Mon, 5 Sep 2011, 06:41 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

She groaned out loud and hit the steering wheel with her hands—not typical Trudy.

“What?” I asked. I thought we had forgotten something.

“I can’t believe … that lady … with wind like this and the fires … that lady just flicked her ashes out her car window.”

The light turned green. The lady went speeding off, on to the next light where we came up on her, again.

Inférieure,” I muttered to myself out loud in the manner of Depardieu from some movie that I cannot remember.

White BMW sedan, Texas plates, GNP 275.

Looking for the Horsemen

Mon, 5 Sep 2011, 11:25 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

The front and back doors are open. A cool 85 degree morning breeze is blowing thru the living room—but not for long.  The sun is rising above the trees in the east, and the temperature is climbing quickly as the shade is disappears.  We’ll be shutting the doors soon.

The Hummingbirds have been frisky.  They like hanging out here, because we have red-blossomed Turk’s Cap and purplish-blossomed Desert Willow. There are Cardinals visiting the water in the back. Wrens are calling from somewhere in the distance. And I saw a Titmouse in the Monterey Oak in the front, hopping from branch to branch, hiding in the green glow of the tree’s leaves.

There has been no benefit to us from tropical storm Lee in the Gulf.  People we know in Houston barely got a drop, the deluge in Louisiana notwithstanding.  The Pine trees are dying down there from lack of rain.

Here, I’d say Austin is going to lose 10% of our trees. The sad thing is that people seem to think that trees never need help. So as we drive thru the neighborhoods, we can see many homes that have clearly watered their trees at all, and we’ve only had two (brief) rains since last fall. A lot of those trees are going to die.

A neighbor down the street just lost an ancient Live Oak in their front yard.  Unlike many other homes, they’ve evidently been watering theirs, although to tell you the truth, it might be that they just water their grass—which is not enough for the trees, as the grass can steal every drop.  This week, we go into Stage 3 water restrictions, so we can only water our thirsty trees (heck with the grass) once a week.

Our baby trees are getting a lot of attention. We watch them closely—the Monterey and Lacey Oaks, the Texas Redbud and Persimmon, the Possumhaw. But our Ash trees (the weed trees we’ve always known were going to die “soon”) might be gone before even we imagined, and we’re not ready for that.  The Ash in the front protects us from the onslaught of afternoon sun, now that the rental house across the street has completely lost all three of their trees which used to give us shade in the last two hours of the day.  And the Ash in the back protects us in the morning.  There are Cedar Elms poised to take over from that Ash in the back, but they’re at least 10 years from giving an equivalent duration of shade.  So I’ve taken to watering them all—something I never imagined we’d need to do.

And the winds (which is the only effect we got from Lee) have been fierce. Branches are falling out of trees. We’re under a red flag warning. And there are fires again, in Steiner Ranch northwest of Austin and in Bastrop.  The fair and industrious Trudy went to the Humane Society late last night, because the entire Bastrop Humane Society was being evacuated due to an approaching fire.  A friend of hers approaching Bastrop from Houston last night said the horizon was an inferno.

Looking for the four horsemen.

Caving

Fri, 2 Sep 2011, 05:03 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

You have to work hard and long to lose Kevin Drum, to get him to sound shrill, but our fearless leader has done it. Caving on deficits, caving on taxes, caving on unemployment, Kevin covers it all with a final exasperated, throw-up-your-hands and hang-your-head-low frustration about the President’s reversal of EPA’s regulations, a reversal that leaves us with regulations that are worse than those proposed years ago by the (Can you believe it?) Bush administration.

Drum: So what’s his next cave-in on the economy? Apparently this. I guess regulatory uncertainty is what’s holding us back after all. So much for the agenda-setting power of the presidency.

And the skies of this envisioned glorious economic future resemble Beijing.

Ok, ok, stop. The work day is over. You just can’t write about this stuff. It’ll ruin the long weekend.

Just let me say this. Trudy just came home, and as she poked her head around the doorway, she held up a bumper sticker that she has (finally) taken off her car, a bumper sticker with a single, bold ‘O’.

Kevin Drum, stand aside. The fair and industrious Trudy has spoken.

Bird Succession

Tue, 30 Aug 2011, 10:10 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

In the morning they come. Before the sun climbs over the roof of the house. While the cool 82 degrees of morning remain. Before the heat begins to bake the dust. They come for a drink.

First come the Lesser Goldfinches. They perch on the Coneflowers and pick at the dry seed heads and flit around in the underbrush near to where we’ve set the water out. They drink in staccato bursts of nervousness, afraid of anything that moves, gone at a moment’s notice.

And then the Sparrows come. In a swarm they come, a dozen or so this morning. As the line of the shadow of the roof was beginning to move across what used to be lawn. They roll in the bark and the dust. The splash in the water. They chase each other. And then in a flash they’re all gone.

And then the Bluejays and Mockingbirds come. The sun is climbing higher now, and the yard is growing hot. They perch in the branches of the Monterey Oak and the Lacey Oak and gaze longingly at the water in the pans on the ground. And they fly down one at a time, following some kind of avian pecking order. And then they’re gone.

And finally there are the Mourning Doves. They strut around, pecking at the leaves, guzzling the water. And when they fly off, their wing stripes flash whitely.

“I haven’t seen any Grackles, lately,” I said to Trudy. “Have you?”

“Well yes,” she said.

But we couldn’t remember when, and whereas a couple months ago it seemed that we had nothing but Grackles, I confess that their absence makes me smile.

They must have succumbed to the heat. It’s not charitable of me to say this, but I confess I’m not sad to think it.

The Path Unwinding

Mon, 29 Aug 2011, 07:48 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

And so we went outside, the dog and I. We went outside, he thinking we were going for a walk, I to sit on the bench. The sun had just disappeared behind the trees in the west, and the temperature was down to a cool 99 degrees.

We were sitting there, the dog on my lap, me on the bench, and I spied a Texas Spiny Lizard on the Ash Tree.

Now we’ve had snakes, and we’ve had toads, and we have birds in the morning who flock to the water we set outside. And we have habitats here and there: stacked dead wood and stabby looking sticks that make houses for little somethings that rustle in the underbrush. I like to think the toads live there. And I like to thing there are other things, too, but I’ve never seen lizards here before this day.

So a smile came to my face as I saw that lizard blending so fine with the bark of the tree. Because it meant that the stabby looking sticks and the stacked dead wood are working. A habitat is growing here, even in this dreadful furnace of summer.

And now the lizard saw me. I must have moved, or maybe it was Guinness, but the lizard caught some motion and cocked his head so that his left eye was beaming our way. It opened its mouth and closed it again. It moved a smidgen up the trunk. And we sat still.

After a while, it turned its head back.

And now, a stinkbug flew by about five feet from the Ash tree trunk. It followed a trajectory straight down from the canopy to the dry leaves and crunchy grass on the ground. And the lizard cocked its head in that direction and dashed to the other side of the tree, clinging to the rough gray bark, moving not at all, gazing in the direction of where the stinkbug touched down.

So I’m thinking Circle of Life, and the lizard leapt.

It jumped to the ground and started to dash across the open space when Guinness got restless and jumped off my lap. And at this moment, the lizard noticed us again and froze where he stood in the middle of that open space, halfway to the stinkbug, halfway from the tree.

Then Guinness wagged his tail and looked up at me with hopeful eyes. The lizard scurried back to the tree, climbing up the trunk, watching us again from the very spot where I first saw him.

And the stink bug flies off onto a different path unwinding from the one that lay before it just a few moments ago.

The Hottest Day

Sun, 28 Aug 2011, 09:58 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

“You decided to work on the hottest day?” John asked.

I didn’t know it was the hottest day, but there was no doubt it was toasty. I set down the wheelbarrow.

“How hot did it get?” I asked.

“110.”

That was yesterday. Today it got up to 112. As the sun set behind the trees in the west and Trudy and I made our way to the elementary school to do some gardening, the air outside was was still like a blast furnace.

“It’s going to break this week,” Trudy says.

Sure. And what about a little rain?

Someday.

Conjunctions

Fri, 19 Aug 2011, 10:57 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

He has a way of talking. He goes on and on and on. We all know this. It’s just the way he is, but still it sometimes catches us off guard, and we get trapped.

When we’re stuck in a room and he gets started, there’s no way to turn it off. No way to interject. No way to politely draw the conversation to a close.

It happened to me this afternoon. I called to ask him a question, and he was happy to oblige. It was about something he had worked on years ago, something he understood well. So he explained and explained, and the words kept coming and coming.

It was Friday afternoon, and I was in a good mood, so although I did hold the phone away from my head a few times to let the words pour onto the floor, I didn’t interrupt. And as he explained, I began to listen in a different way, to pay attention to the structure of his sentences and the specific words he used. And I began to understand the difficulty we have turning him off once he’s been turned on.

You see, when he talks, there really is only one sentence. It never ends. It just keeps flowing with no breaks, no pauses, no full-stops to provide an opening. Clause after independent clause of explanation just flows continuously, each linked together by coordinating conjunctions. As he was talking, I started to write them down.

Of course, there’s and and there’s but, but there’s also so and because and whereas, and there’s if, which shouldn’t qualify but does when enlisted into service by him, and finally there’s um and you know.

With this basic toolbox, his thoughts expand into the space around you, and you can’t get away unless you either speak up and stop him mid-sentence, which usually feels somehow rude, or you let it run its course. On this day, I let him run out of words, and eventually even he began to notice the silence on my end. It only took about 20 minutes.

Red Star

Fri, 19 Aug 2011, 09:42 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

As the hot air wraps around me and the dog sniffs at a bush, I stand on the sidewalk looking up at the evening sky and see a red star.

It’s the first one I see. Darkness has fallen all around me, but the sky retains just enough of the passed day that there’s only this one star.

Star light, star bright.

I look around while the dog continues his investigations. There are no clouds in the sky. The rest of the stars will be coming out soon. I quickly look down, not wanting them to come out just yet.

It got up to 107 today. The sixty-fifth day in a row above 100. We’re four days away from the record. And the reservoirs are now running dry west of Ft. Worth.

I stop to talk to James on the corner. He has been watering the trees his daughters and I planted just as this hot, dry weather turns fierce.

“How have you been,” he asks. He knows it’s a relevant question for me.

“Fine,” I say. “I am in Houston a lot. How have you been?”

He says that he’s applying for a job with a company that preps rooms before the installation of big medical scanners. It’ll take him on the road, but he has no choice. The market for painting and drywall work has dried up here, and it’s been a difficult summer for his family. His wife is working hard hours at a pharmacy, and his daughters are in elementary and high school. It’s a hard time for him to be away, but it will be steady work.

We shake hands, and he walks me half way down the block to say goodbye.

The sky is black now, lit up by stars. Cygnus is flying across the heavens high in the southern sky. That one red star now has plenty of company.

Waiting for Some Rain

Mon, 15 Aug 2011, 07:54 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Yesterday evening, two Mourning Doves sat on the power lines in the shade of a Chinese Tallow tree. They gazed to the east, beaks into the wind, watching a black sky advance. Waiting for some rain.

“I don’t know,” Trudy said to me from the dining room table. “It could still get here.”

The radar showed the storm fizzling. The yellow, orange and red was dissipating, leaving only fickle green dancing on my laptop monitor.

Yet the fair and industrious Trudy and the doves on the line held out hope.

I went outside and sat on the bench gazing west and watched the clouds passing overhead literally evaporate. Although behind me blackness remained, before me the setting sun blazed in golden glory against a blue sky. No rain came. Not even the smell of rain in the air blowing out of the east. Nothing.

Today, it got up to 105 and burnt our toasted yard and former garden further to a crisp. The doves sat in the sun on the power lines with their backs to the east, watching us on the patio. Ben was cooking chicken on the grill. I walked around with a hose, trying to keep the few things still alive from falling to the ground.

But not much remains.

The chard is gone. The tomatoes are gone. The cucumbers are gone. One of the squash plants is gone. Last week, Trudy gave up on them all, announcing with resignation that our efforts to keep them on life support were just a waste of water. There’s a good month and a half of this heat ahead of us, still, so what’s the point?

And the rest of the yard is turning to powder.

The Thyme Juniper is dead. The Wright’s Skullcap is dead. The Blue Flax is dead. The hardy Wild Sunflowers are dead or dying, although at least they leave some seed heads for the Goldfinches. The Golden Eyes are drying to a crisp, leaving half their hardy leaves drooping in the heat. Even the water-hating Wolly Stemodia is barely alive.

This is a place only the committed can love.

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