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The Days Izzy Dreams For

Sat, 21 Jan 2012, 08:17 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Up before the dawn, 4:00.

They hop out of bed at my first request, not dallying as they so often do.

They whisper encouraging words and rub my chin.

I like it when they rub my chin.

 

Walk in the backyard to potty.

So many other things to do, and they let me do them.

Then zoom into the house through the doggie door.

Straight to the bedroom where they let me in the bed.

Under the covers.

Sleep until daylight.

 

An egg for breakfast.

Just learned of this tradition from Mr. Guinness.

A fine tradition, although I would prefer an egg to myself.

And a full bowl of kibble to chase the egg down.

 

Mommy doesn’t leave for work today.

So I don’t have to watch at the storm door as she drives off.

And the Man is home today.

So I can sit in his lap and gaze out the window as he works.

 

Lunchtime comes quickly.

They give me kibble, forgetting they’re weaning me from lunch.

How excellent is that that they forgot!?

I love my crunchy kibble.

 

Sunny day and blue skies and dappled spots of warm on the lawn.

Hellos to Daisy and Winchester next door who are mercifully quiet, today.

Hellos to Doc and Lacie on the other side.

A fine canine neighborhood, this.

Katelyn and Ashlyn behind us come home from school with a friend.

They ask me over to play, and I get to go.

Something we’ve all been asking for a very long time.

 

Dinner punctually at 5:00.

Not 5:05 like when The Man is in charge, and I have to remind him of the time.

Kibble with apples and cheese, and can you believe it, another egg!

 

Chase and fetch and a long walk in the woods.

And untethered zooms across the soccer field.

What is it with these tethers, anyway?

Play with the soft orange kitty down the street.

She’s not so scary, after all.

Zoomies around the house when we get home.

And a tasty bison bone to chew on.

 

A soft, fuzzy bed on the couch.

Some more zoomies.

Some rolling around on my back on the carpet.

I am getting so sleepy.

And would you believe it, I get to fall asleep in their bed deep under the covers!

 

Lather. Rinse. Repeat.

Hotel Breakfast

Wed, 18 Jan 2012, 08:58 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

When we spoke last, I was recounting a trip to Kentucky. I need to finish the story, and to do that we need to pick up where we left off…

We met in the hotel restaurant for breakfast at 8:00 the morning of ceremony day. Burt and Jenny were there first, of course. And Bette was … Wait, I got that wrong. Of course Bette got there first, having shown up 20 minutes early (just in case). Or was it…

In any event, they were seated there drinking coffee when we wandered in, my mother, my brother and I. Wait, truth be told, we probably didn’t wander in together, since we’d all slept in the same room and had to stagger our use of the shower that morning. Or maybe we waited for each other in the room before we came down. Or …

Well one thing is probably sure: they were all sitting at the table when I wandered in—last (or tied for it). Kind of par for the course with me and mornings.

So there we were in that spacious, sunny room, drinking coffee and eating a mighty fine breakfast served up by students from the college. I should have taken notes, because our talk and laughter covered a lot of ground. Two hours flashed by.

Although from the look on his face, Burt was a bit preoccupied with the upcoming ceremony and the speech he was preparing, for the rest of us it was a luxury to be there that morning with family from far away. It was an absolute joy, even if I didn’t take notes, which might have made the telling of this story a tad bit more compelling.

At Boone Tavern

Wed, 28 Dec 2011, 08:44 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

My brother and I met at the airport in Louisville. He had flown from Chicago and I from Austin. He rented a car and drove us to Berea.

Berea, Kentucky is not all that large, and Boone Tavern is hard to miss. We found it despite my dubious performance as a navigator, and we pulled up at the doors. As we walked in, standing right there inside was a large contingent of our family.

Our cousin Jenny Bea was there. Our aunts Vicki and Bette were there. Our mother was there. And although we missed them by mere minutes, Mark and Jack and Julia and Katherine had just been there. You could almost hear echoes of their voices in the hall.

So there we are standing there in front of the gas fireplace, which for all its ambiance put out no heat when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and there standing just a foot away was my cousin Burt and his wife Jenny.

“Aaah!” I shouted.

The plan was for my arrival to be a kind of surprise, and yet he ended up surprising me—with that gotcha grin that he’s given me so many times over the years.

No greeting could have been more appropriate.

Christmas Eve

Sat, 24 Dec 2011, 10:23 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

We made quick work of that cornish hen in spite of the orgy of corn bread and butter that we had earlier in the day.

There are presents beside the fireplace, wrapped and waiting for tomorrow morning. There are dogs snoozing in their foo-foo sweaters, exhausted from the day. Ben will be coming back from his mom’s sometime late or maybe in the morning. We cannot keep our eyes open to find out which.

“What time is it?” Trudy asked me. “I wonder if we can go to bed, yet.”

“It is 9:50,” I replied from the computer room.

I heard an exclamation of glee, and I have heard nothing since.

I know what that means. Yet here I am at the keyboard, eyelids drooping, head rolling from side to side.

Trudy had the right idea, as she of course always does. So I’ll draw things to a close, now.

May all your holidays be bright.

Sunrise: Exercise #3

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 06:02 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 3

Your days are dull and pass uneventfully. With the days of your youth far behind you and your days of shining dreams dashed by the years, you find it hard to smile. You can’t jump for joy, because there is so little to jump over. You live your life with a cloud hanging over your head.

They see it in you—your friends, your colleagues, your family. They see the black spirit that occupies your soul. And even though you know that they see it, even though you see it in yourself, and even though you wish that it were otherwise, you are powerless against it.

Breathe in, breathe out.

You gaze out the airplane window. It is cloudy. It is winter. And the day is cold and grey.

But the airplane doesn’t care, and the pilot doesn’t care, and the clouds outside don’t care, because this is just another morning, and even though it is a grim, dreary day, the sun is out there somewhere for someone who is smiling just because of it.

The plane breaks thru the clouds. White wisps flash over the wings. A blue sky blazes overhead. And the rising morning sun shines in your eyes. It makes you squint. It makes you think. And it finally—finally—makes you smile.

Sunrise: Exercise #2

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 05:26 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 2

“What’s that?” the boy asked his father.

There was a tremble in his voice. The jet was roaring, and their seats where shaking as they raced down the runway.

“We’re taking off,” his dad said, nodding to the window. “Watch.”

The boy turned and put his nose to the window.

White lines on the runway raced by. And then the airport terminal. And then other jets on the tarmac. And trucks with big tanks on the back. And then their plane pitched upward.

A moment later is was quiet, except for the whining of turbofans.

“Daddy?” the boy said, turning back.

“Keep watching,” his father said, pointing out the window.

It was grey outside. It had rained that day, and dark clouds hung in the sky.

“Daddy, the clouds are getting closer,” the boy said, face still fixed at the window.

“And daddy, we’re in the clouds. And daddy… look!”

At that moment the airplane broke thru the cloud deck and emerged on the other side. White cloud tops passed beneath them. The sky above them was clear. And in the east, the day was dawning.

“Oh daddy,” the boy shouted. “It’s the sun!”

Sunrise: Exercise #1

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 04:50 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Sunrise 1

It is bright out there.
Yellow sun and shining lakes.
Sunrise from the air.

Two Stratotankers

Fri, 23 Dec 2011, 12:25 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I looked out across the runway and saw five Stratotankers sitting in a row. And a sixth in a hanger. They quietly sat there on the far side of the airfield as commercial planes came and went.

As I stood at the window of the terminal, two of the jets began to move.

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Together they left their parked positions and taxied slowly to the end of the runway. As commercial jets landed, they waited to take off.

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And when they were next on the runway, they turned and began to roll toward the terminal.

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But KC-135s are big planes, and they need a lot of runway, so I figured that from where I was standing, they would just roll by, and I would miss them climbing into the air.

So as the first one turned, I dashed to the other side of gate 12 to another set of floor-to-ceiling windows. And lo, the first jet came roaring past and pulled its nose into the air, just as a Southwest 737 taxied by.

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And then the second one followed the first.

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Snap. Snap. Snap. My camera fired off rapid shots, catching them as they took off.

Am I allowed to do this? Is someone going to tap me on the shoulder and tell me to stop? Is this a breach of security? Don’t laugh. I’ve been told to put my camera down before as I took pictures out the window of a plane. So I’m wondering and half expecting a reprimand.

But none comes.

The jets take off. I take my pictures. An elderly man several seats down talks to a friend about KC-135s and points out the window. And I put my camera away.

My father took me to the airport, I am told, when I was very young. He took me to watch the airplanes, and I suppose my future was determined from those moments. I have always loved watching airplanes and being in airport terminals with great, broad windows looking out on the airfield, permitting a luxurious view of the takeoffs and landings.

And today was no exception. I stood there at the window watching the airplanes as they rolled by and took off and landed. As others around me ate hurried lunches or listened to music or watched the overhead television sets, my attention was directed outside.

My dad is responsible for this.

But I feel like I did something wrong taking those pictures as those tankers took off. I feel as if there was some kind of rule that I broke.

How sad is it that?

Nothing More

Tue, 20 Dec 2011, 11:04 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I look down upon an endless sea of white cloud tops lit by the morning sun chasing away the shadows of night.

I look out and see this once, and I start writing. And then twice, and I write some more. And then a third time.

After an hour has passed and we begin our descent into Birmingham, I close my notebook and put my pencil away. And I gaze out the window again.

Certainly, I think… certainly I have looked out this window enough. Certainly there is nothing else those clouds will tell me, no new message they will suggest. Certainly there is nothing more to write.

But just then our airplane banks sharply. The morning sun reflects off the silver wing, making me squint. And in the distance it glints off a winding river snaking its way to the Gulf.

I take my pencil and open my notebook. No, there was indeed nothing else to see, nothing else to write.  I just thought I’d record that fact.

Is That a Journal?

Tue, 20 Dec 2011, 10:35 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

She wore a white sweater and had a pink scarf wrapped around her neck and a fuzzy coat with leopard-like spots. She turned to him as he sat in the window seat writing in a small, gray notebook.

“Is that a journal?” she asked.

He set his pencil down and turned to her.

“Yes it is,” he said. “I’ve kept one for a long time, but I don’t write on paper much anymore.”

She smiled and said, “I don’t keep a journal.”

He nodded.

“You write like my son,” she said. “His letters look just like yours. And he’s left handed, too.”

He looked down at the mechanical pencil in his left hand: Pentel 0.5mm with 2B leads.

“Is he an engineer?” he asked.

“No,” she said. “He’s an architect.”

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