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Before and After Sunset

Sun, 18 Jul 2010, 09:36 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Just Before Sunset

The day had been hot. But now the sun was going down behind a thunderhead in the west, lighting up the margins of the great towering cloud silver agains a blue sky. And a cool breeze was blowing.

Storms were approaching from the east, with flashing bolts of lightning against the grey/blue clouds and rumbling thunder coming from far away. And rays from the setting sun behind that thunderhead behind me in the west was shining on those storm clouds in the east, and a pastel rainbow revealed a distant rain.

Guinness came up beside me from some sniffing expedition at a favorite spot along the fence at the edge of the field. He saw me gazing eastward toward a grove of Flameleaf Sumacs at the edge of the woods, and he trotted off to where I was looking—straight toward the rainbow.

2. Just After Sunset

After our walk, I sat down in a chair in the driveway—a spot I’ve found that is safe from mosquitos for a while in the evening. A wind out of the east brought the smell of rain and cool air.

From beyond the western horizon, the just-set sun illuminated the undersides of the clouds overhead, and the sky was glowing, and the leaves of the Monterey Oak and Texas Persimmon radiated a deep hue of green that haven’t seen for a long time.

And as I sat there watching the green leaves and pink clouds, four Screech Owls came gliding silently into the branches of the Ash tree above me and sat motionless in the branches. I whistled my A-song to them, and they bobbled their heads, trying to get a better fix on that thing sitting in the chair on the ground below them. And then they flew off.

The sky was no longer pink and the green of the leaves was gone.

And then the mosquitos found me.

What Simon Said

Sat, 17 Jul 2010, 10:20 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

There are very few people I pay attention to when it comes to discussions of financial reform and fixing the broken stuff.  At the top of the list are Simon Johnson and Elizabeth Warren. No surprise: neither is liked by the moneyed interests that dominate the policy apparatus in the White House and Department of Treasury.

Indeed, Johnson has launched a public offensive designed to illuminate the behind-the-scenes moves being taken at Treasury to bypass Warren as head of the new Consumer Financial Protection Bureau—one of the few aspects of our alleged financial reform that actually amounts to something.

Here’s Simon Johnson yesterday:

[…] there will be complete and utter revulsion at its handling of financial regulatory reform both on this specific issue and much more broadly.  The administration’s position in this area is already weak, its achievements remain minimal, its speaking points are lame, and the patience of even well-inclined people is wearing thin.

Failing to appoint Elizabeth Warren would be the straw that breaks the camel’s back.  It will go down in the history books as a turning point – downwards – for this administration.

Well the camel’s back has been broken for me since the health care reform charade. I’ve been done with the Kool-Aide for quite a while.

But maybe I’m just a cynic (you think?) and Johnson’s challenge can make a difference. Wanna place a bet?

Watching TV

Sat, 17 Jul 2010, 10:44 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I watched a little TV last night.

Not particularly notable until you also know that I don’t have a television and haven’t for more than ten years. So thisis actually a confession of sorts, an admission of weakness, a reflection of guilt.

Whatever. I watched four Twilight Zone episodes online last night: Flight 33, Where Is Everybody, Masks and (of course) To Serve Man. Probably a waste of time (in that post-middle-age puritanical perspective I have about TV), but there it is: I did it.

And it got me to thinking…

Fifty Years Ago! The first episode I watched was broadcast in 1961. It’s a great story—just as entertaining today as it certainly was back then. Tell me that 50 years from now (ok, 49) anyone is going to be watching the blech that’s shown on TV today.

Before Commercials Were King. Each of these episodes were about 26 minutes long—twenty-six minutes of programming in a thirty minute time slot. An approach to TV where the programming is the focus rather than the commercials. Imagine that.

Short Attention Span. On the other hand: twenty-six minutes!? I need to sit still for twenty-six minutes to watch these? TV or no, I am a product of this epoch, and my attention span has been shrinking for years. I found myself fast forwarding to get to the “punch line” of the episodes. (Admittedly, I watched four in a row and didn’t want to sit there for two hours; nevertheless, I could feel my short attention span pulling my hand to the mouse from the beginning.)

3. Black and White. When I was a child, in addition to walking thru waist-deep snow to get to my classes, we didn’t have a TV until I was 10. And even then it was black and white. For years, I didn’t know that the Wizard of Oz was in color. (Ok, maybe that’s not true.) Still, today I’m sure most kids would be shocked at the prospect of black-and-white-only programming, to which I respond: “Go watch one of those Twilight Zone episodes and see if you feel deprived (or, of course, watch Hitchcock).

So there you have it. I’ve expunged my pangs of guilt by transforming my lost time last night into some analysis, unproductive analysis perhaps, nothing that knocks off socks, but analysis nevertheless.

And now I’ll get up and go work in the yard.

Un-American activities

Thu, 15 Jul 2010, 06:42 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

We’re Americans. We don’t torture. Any claim to the contrary is poppycock. It’s un-American.

According to transcripts from the House of Representatives, CIA detainees…

  • were made to wear a diaper [p. 79]
  • had to listen to music [p. 79]
  • were blindfolded [p. 79]

Sheesh. Diapers, music and blindfolds are now torture?

  • would be shackled hand-and-foot [p. 79]

Now we’re talking. Come on, this was war. And shackling isn’t torture.

  • could not use the toilet [p. 79]
  • were obligated to urinate or defecate on themselves in their diaper [p. 79]

Wait. What? … Remember: this was war.

  • were held in solitary confinement [p. 82]
  • were usually guarded by masked men [p. 82]
  • were isolated for over three years with no contacts other than their interrogators with no knowledge of where they were [p. 82]
  • would have their wrists shackled for long periods of time [p. 85]

I told you. This was war!

  • were shackled while standing, with their hands tied to the ceiling [p. 85]
  • … for two or three days [p. 85]

Come on, man.

  • were subjected to daily beatings, including slapping, punching and sometimes kicking in the body or face [p. 91]
  • … beatings that lasted up to 30 minutes [p. 91]
  • … and were repeated over the course of days [p. 91]

You’re spending too much time online, man.  Where do you get this stuff, anyway?

Transcript of May 26, 2010 U.S. House of Representatives Committee on the Judiciary Interview of Former Assistant Attorney General, Jay Bybee.

hat tip: emptywheel/firedoglake

Financial Decisions Being Made

Fri, 2 Jul 2010, 09:50 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

In an interview on the radio recently, that paragon of clear thinking Michele Bachmann, complaining about Obama’s attendance at the G-20 summit, said

I can’t, we can’t necessarily trust the decisions that are being made financially in other countries. [Corley/ThinkProgress]

Heck, I can’t, we can’t, you can’t necessarily trust the decisions that are being made financially in this country.

So I guess Bachmann has a point.  Oh my, what have I said?

hat tip: AngryMouse/Daily Kos

Sureity

Thu, 1 Jul 2010, 09:13 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Definitions.

1.1. Let Eu denote a universal set of outcomes that we are interested seeing realized. And let E ⊂ Eu denote some particular subset of outcomes.

1.2. Let Pu denote a universal set of people. And let p ∈ Pu denote a particular person in that set of people. And let P ⊂ Pu denote some particular subset in the universal set of people.

1.3. And finally, let a conversation be defined as the unordered pair CPE ≡ {P,E} where P is a set of people engaged in a conversation about the outcomes E.

2. Managers, Workers and Bankers.

In any conversation about a particular set of outcomes, there are three roles involved with realization of the outcomes.

2.1. In a conversation, CPE, assurance is a commitment by some person p ∈ P that the outcome E will indeed by realized. The person p is therefore charged by P with the responsibility that E will be realized. We call this person a manager.

2.2. In a conversation, CPE, ensurance is a commitment by some person p ∈ P to arrange for E to be realized. The person p is therefore on the hook for figuring out how to realize E and executing those steps. We call this person a worker.

2.3. In a conversation, CPE, insurance is a contact sold by some person p ∈ P to pay monetary damages to P in the event that E is not realized. In the event that this person cannot pay the damages if the outcome is not realized, if this person is bailed out by the government, we call this person a banker, and we do whatever we can to enable him to continue engaging in more and ever-larger conversations of just this sort.

A Backyard Walk

Wed, 30 Jun 2010, 09:54 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

Let’s go for a walk in the back. I’ll show you around and tell you some stories.

[Click on the photos for bigger images. This is going to take a while. If you’re busy, feel free to leave at anytime.]

Let’s start on the patio.

Here’s our little pond. It’s in a 3′ cattle tank and has a small fountain that trickles and also keeps the mosquitos away, which means we don’t need fish, which means we don’t need to replace our fish if they die. (We’re not good at ponding, yet, and so why put fishes in peril?)

Overhead is our deteriorating pergola. I really need to deal with it someday. It’s starting to come undone.

In the distance, you can see some tall flowers in the middle of the yard. Let’s walk over there…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Ok, here we are, looking back towards the patio where we just were.

These are wild Sunflowers—not the stuff of formal gardeners, but we love them for their hardiness in the heat. I’ve seen something like them referred to as Cinnamon Sunflowers, but I’m not sure that’s the right name.

Anyway, we’ve been letting them go for the past several years, and with help from the Lesser Goldfinches, who seem to relish the seeds, they’ve been spreading to various parts of our lawn. The blossoms are very happy, and even though I haven’t seen the Goldfinches yet, I have seen Hummingbirds (yes on yellow blossoms) and bees. The bees are particularly gratifying.

To the left beyond the Sunflowers, you can see a bare spot in the yard. Let’s go see…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

About a year ago, I lost my self restraint and bought another Oak tree. This is Quercus turbinella which is resilient to oak wilt and doesn’t grow very tall.

Last year we let Queen Anne’s Lace spread throughout the yard, something I’ve vowed never to do again. You should have seen me on my hands and knees for weeks this spring pulling up the sprouts sown from the cloud of seeds from last year’s crop. I just left a ring of blooming plants around the Oak but then cut them out before they went to seed—whence the bare spot.

In the distance, you can see some more Sunflowers to the left near the Ash tree trunk. But look in the distance…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Peering over the Oak tree (notice that it has acorns, already!), you can see some Turk’s Cap on the right.

Several years ago, I planted a 4″ pot of Turk’s Cap and I’ve been spreading the fruit with some success. They like the shade, and although the rain this year seems to be encouraging some kind of bug to feast on them, they’re very hardy and seem to be winning. They are just now starting to bloom. The Hummingbirds will be happy about that.

Let’s walk over to the Sunflowers on the left…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

This is the far corner of our yard that until this year was kind of a wasteland. The fence was old and rickety and didn’t let a breeze thru, and we just didn’t find it pleasant back here.

But that all changed when we fixed the fence in January and opted for feedlot welded wire instead of traditional pickets. We now love this part of the yard and have been working on making it a nicer place to hang out.

In fact…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

We now find this spot so enjoyable with the new breeze that comes thru from the vacant lot behind us that we got us a little swinging bench.

In late June, it’s brutally hot here well before noon, because the sun is directly overhead. But in the early afternoon, the sun goes behind a Pine and Walnut tree, and we find ourselves sitting here and just gazing around (that is, when the mosquitos aren’t out in full force, which they really have been recently due to all the rain we’ve been having … not that I’m complaining).

And to the left you can see what we gaze at. Let’s go over and take a closer look at Trudy’s square foot gardens…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

There they are in their full glory: Trudy’s raised beds.

She’s got peas in the far bed, tomatoes in the tub in the foreground and four underperforming peppers that were easier to see in the last photo. (The tub has a long, illustrious history, but I won’t go into that, here.)

We’ve grilled a single pepper from our crop, and there’s another coming but no sign of ought else.

“Just keep them alive until the fall,” is what they told us at Natural Gardener last weekend. Hm… four plants for two peppers. We could have done better at the grocery story. But of course, that’s not really the point, is it? We’re getting better at this every year.

Come with me over here. I want to show you one more thing…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Just past the tomatoes is a funny fenced-in area that came with the house when Trudy bought it. There’s a huge Sunflower back there that towers over the gate and is shading some more peas growing on the other side of the chain link.

Let’s go thru the gate…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Look at this! From the house you can’t even see these Crepe Myrtles blooming. Years ago someone planted them pink/white/pink/white/pink. Every summer they bloom in profusion but only on this side, since the other side of the fence is generally shady but this side gets full sun in the morning.

Like all Crepe Myrtles, they love the heat, and as you can tell: it’s been hot.

Come with me a bit further. Watch your step. That lumber is pickets and old 2x4s left over from the fence we fixed. I’m getting rid of (most of) it slowly.

But let me show you my pride and joy…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Feast your eyes on those!

Two 3′ diameter compost piles.

In the fall, I collect leaves from the Red Oaks. In the spring I collect leaves from the Live Oaks. Sometimes I pilfer grass from neighbors who still bag their cuttings. And we compost all our vegetable scraps. (Even Bill across the street has started pitching in. Just today he brought over a dozen egg shells.)

I’m telling you, these piles are hot. Really, you’ll be shocked (no, scalded) if you reach down into them with your hands. But I’m telling you, there’s nothing better for the soul, than reaching into a hot compose pile with your hands.

And um… I can tell from the silence that we need to move on…


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

But that’s all there is to show.

We’ve reached the other corner of the backyard, and with that, there’s nothing else to do but show you this closer look at my beloved compose piles.


photo of the backyard, starting at the patio

Thanks for coming along.

Really (in two parts)

Tue, 29 Jun 2010, 04:36 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Really?

“Are the rain barrels really full?” she asked from across the dining room table, gently questioning what I wrote.

I was momentarily silent. Only the fair and industrious Trudy would know that it would take more than yesterday’s rain to fill up the two barrels on the south side of the house.

“Well … no,” I said.

I was so busted. She nodded. Artistic license, we both agreed.

2. Really!

So today it happens again: the skies cloud over, daylight darkens and the rain comes down. It comes down in torrents, torrents I tell you.

I grab my raincoat from the closet and my wide brimmed hat. And I dash out the door.

There I am cleaning out the gutters and draining the rain barrels into extra containers and using some of the water to clean out the bottom of the trash can. There I am in the pouring rain with water streaming off the rim of my hat and my shoes squishing as I walk thru the inch-deep water running around the house. There I am getting soaked from head to toe, regardless of my apparel.

And there’s the dog barking from inside, barking at each thunder clap and barking at me each time I pass the front door.

No, no! Let me out. You shouldn’t be out there alone! Let me out so I can bark at the rain!

It rained and it rained most of the afternoon. Sometimes in torrents, sometimes in a steady stream. And it’s still raining now.

And now (yes, Trudy, now): all the rain barrels really are full!

Don’t Go Emptying Your Rain Barrels…

Mon, 28 Jun 2010, 08:45 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. The Approaching Storm

“Watch the radar,” she said. “Don’t go emptying your rain barrels until you know it’s going to rain.”

The fair and industrious Trudy knows her husband well.

So I sat at the keyboard periodically glancing out the window, eyeing the approach of black clouds from the west. And I watched the radar: it was coming:yellows and oranges and … was that a little red? The sky turned black. A wind kicked up and tossed the upper reaches of the Ash tree.

I kept watching the radar. Until I could watch no more. It was certain to rain. The radar showed a wall of color advancing toward us. The sky was darker by the minute, and thunder was rolling just beyond the hills. So I went and drained some of our best rain barrel into an empty garbage can.

And you know what happened then, don’t you?

The wind died down. The clouds broke. It was as light as day again. And there was no rain.

I went back inside and sat down at the keyboard, shaking my head.

2. Walking the Dog

There were a few small corrections to make to my program, so I made them and checked the code back in. The sky was majorly light, now, and in place to the southwest there were patches of blue.

I could not believe my luck and went outside to silently shake my fist at that storm hills. And as I stood outside in the driveway reflecting on the dry grass and how the water barrels would be empty soon, the dog started barking uncontrollably from inside the house.

Take me out! Take me out! It’s getting late, and I haven’t been for my walk!

I smiled and went inside and turned to grab the leash just inside the door. Guinness jumped and squirmed and ran in circles, and I waited for him to gather his wits. And then we went out the door.

We went down the block and turned left, for to the right are the soccer fields, and the dark skies and flashing lightning had evidently passed that way, and I decided we didn’t need to be the only thing standing out there. So we went left and then left again for a quick walk around the block—something’s better than nothing

Then I felt a drop on my head. It made me chuckle. A little finger in my eye just to rub it in—a drop of rain where I had been expecting a storm. And then another drop, and then another and another, until the skies opened up (from what rain clouds, I do not know), and the two of us were soaking wet.

A family was sitting under the eaves of their house across the street watching us. They smiled and waved. I told them we could thank the dog’s walk for the rain, and they laughed. And I smiled.

And we got very, very wet. And my rain barrels got full.

Birds

Tue, 22 Jun 2010, 11:23 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Hummingbirds

The Turks Cap has only barely begun to bloom in the backyard, the red flowers peeking out from the one plant by the Pine tree. I didn’t figure that we’d see Hummingbirds much until we had more of those red blossoms, but yesterday there was one flitting between the wild Sunflowers.

I didn’t know Hummingbirds do yellow.

2. Owls

In the evening after sunset, just before evening sets in, when the dusky light is still enough that you can make out the branches in the trees… For the last three nights, right at that time, I’ve been sitting outside waiting for the Owls to come.

There’s a family that has roosted a couple houses down across the street, the male in one Owl house, the female and the babies in another. This year there seem to be four babies, and they’ve fledged and come into our trees for their evening breakfast.

I’ve been sitting in the driveway the last three nights waiting for them to show up. The babies squeak/squawk from the branches with greater intensity when one of the parents swoops into the canopy of the Oak or Ash with some poor critter hanging from its beak.

I whistle at them, which makes them turn and look at me with great concentration, or which makes them swoop in for a closer look, or which makes them do the Owl head-bobble thing trying to figure out why that thing down there on the driveway is singing an Owl A-song.

3. Why?

So why the birds?

I’d like to say that I don’t know, that it’s just like when I ramble on about the flowers or blue sky or the sunshine or… I’d like to say that it’s something insignificant. But that’s not true.

There’s more to it, because the news today is … well … oh boy. And I can’t talk about it without getting louder and louder.  I hear it in myself. I know that the fair and industrious Trudy hears it, and although she tolerates it, it can’t be pleasant. And so, well, I just need to keep my mouth shut. It won’t change anything to talk about it, anyway.

So I’ll sit here and talk about birds as the 20th Century fades away and the grim reality of the 21st begins to sink in deep.

Birds. I’ll talk about birds.

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