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Hawks and Owls and Cranes

Tue, 15 Jun 2010, 11:27 AM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Hawk

It was early morning. The sun was still low enough that the heat of the day had not yet risen, and there were clouds running low in the sky and even a hint of rain.

We stood at the top of a hill at the edge of a Juniper thicket. Behind us, a few of spring’s flowers were still blooming in the grass where the trees dwindled.

The Golden Cheek Warblers like the thicket, Brandon was telling us. And the Black Capped Vireos like the open, grassy places, although he wasn’t sure if they’d seen any up here.

And as he was talking about Warblers and Vireos and controlled burns, in the distance we heard a Red Tailed Hawk — a long mournful cry that lingered longer than any I’ve heard before. As it was crying, it flew towards us, wings outstretched, tail lit by the morning light. And then it was over us, screeching/crying as if to welcome us. Or maybe to complain. Or maybe, of course, for some reason that had nothing to do with us.

And then it was gone.

2. Owls

It was dusk of the same day. The sky still glowed with the remnant light of day, but the shadows were deep under the Oak and Ash.  It had been a hot day, and my clothes were wet from sweat. I came around the corner of the house to sit down on the bench and catch my breath and enjoy the little bit of evening breeze.

There was something in the tree—a scratching/scraping sound vaguely reminiscent of cicadas. Or was it a squirrel complaining? I looked up to see and noticed a small silhouette in the branches. It wasn’t a squirrel: I saw no sign of a tail. It wasn’t a broken branch.

Then something flew into the canopy from behind me with great grey wings outstretched. It landed next to whatever that thing was, and the two of them moved closer together. And the scratching/scraping sound continued.

Owls. They were owls. And now a third one joined them from the other side of the street, gliding into the upper reaches of the tree on great grey wings.

I whistled my Screech Owl call, and one of them turned to look at me, rotating its head each time I whistled. Behind me somewhere in the neighbor’s yard, I heard the long low rolling A-song of another owl. I whistled again.

And then they all spread their wings flew off.

3. Cranes

It was night of the same long day. Clouds covered the sky. The dog was off leach, because the soccer teams had left for the night. The field lights were still on.

I looked up at something that was moving overhead and saw a long ‘V’ of bright white birds lit up from below.

I think they were Cranes, although it’s late in the year for them. I understand they fly at night while we’re obliviously asleep. This group flew over the soccer field with it’s glaring lights filling the night, and my oblivious was erased. I stood there, head turned to the sky, and watched. I was facing east and stood there as they flew overhead and southward to the right until they disappeared again into the gloom of night.

They were headed to the coast.

I Bought Some Land

Fri, 11 Jun 2010, 08:48 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I’m having trouble getting Dan’s code to run—well, not quite.  It’s running, but it’s not doing what I expect it to.

So I’m on the phone with him, and I can tell from the way that he answers my questions that he’s really chomping at the bit to figure out what’s going wrong. I can tell he really wants to give me a new drop of his code. But he can’t. He’s leaving in the morning.

I tell him that’s fine and that we’ll talk next week. And then I ask about his trip.

“Well, it’s a little complicated,” he says. “You see, I bought some land…”

I want to ask how many acres.  If he camps there. I wonder about the trees and if there’s a pond and what it’s like in the spring.

“…I bought some land,” he said, “and then someone went and blew up an oil well.”

Dan lives in northern Alabama. His land is on the coast. And the oil well is … you know … that oil well.

Growing Old at El Patio

Fri, 11 Jun 2010, 08:40 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

1. Double Takes

When he walked up the to table, the waiter looked to Trudy. She was still looking at the menu, so he turned to me. And when he saw me, he did a little bit of a double take and then smiled and nodded in the slight way he always has.

He was a busboy when I started eating at El Patio more than 25 years ago. They have a pecking order in that place, and back then he was on the ground floor. But in the long time that has passed, the senior waiters from back then have retired, and now he is one of them. We don’t know each other by name, but we know each other by sight. And so when he smiled and nodded, he also said “Hello” in a way that said “It’s good to see you again.”

I said hello in return.

And then he looked at Ben and did another double take and then a triple take as his eyes widened and his mouth opened and he said, “Oh my.”

Ben smiled.

Clearly he recognized Ben, who has been eating there literally all his life. “Oh my,” he said, “hello!”

He turned back to me with a wide eyed look on his face as if to say… And he didn’t need to say it.

“We’re getting old, man,” I said.

He nodded and smiled.  “Yes we are.”

2. Saltines

When I paid the bill at the cash register, I leaned forward and asked David a question I’ve wanted to ask for a while.

“Tell me, why did you switch to chips from saltines?” (A Tex-Mex restaurant with saltines instead of chips always struck us as odd, although we did like them with the butter that David’s dad had out on the tables.)

He smiled and handed me my change. “The cost. They raised the cost of a box of them on me, so I switched to chips.”

“To be honest, I kind of like the chips better,” I said.

“Thanks,” he said. “It worked out better all around.”

“It’s been a while,” I said. “How long has it been since you switched, a few years?”

“Fourteen years.”

Sheesh.

A Different Line of Work

Thu, 10 Jun 2010, 01:26 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

He is a rocket scientist. He works in Florida at The Cape beside the green-blue waters of the Atlantic where waves wash up on a sandy shore. He watched the Falcon 9 launch the other day. Here’s what he said.

It’s a beautiful rocket. It looked like something out of the 60s. It was beautiful.

And the room filled with nervous laughter.

Be careful, here. There’s plenty of bitterness going around to cloud anyone’s vision and put sour words in all our mouths. But consider the sentiment behind that statement: to be in the manned space business these days means little more than recreating capabilities from the past, rebuilding things that flew when we were just children, great things that turned our eyes skyward but (let’s face it) things that other people did in another time, fifty years ago. Imagine any other profession aspiring to the accomplishments of a half-century ago. There are certainly other good people who would argue with that interpretation of what’s going on, but the sentiment is widespread nevertheless.

It’s enough to make a cynic more cynical. Enough to make one contemplate (in dark night-thoughts) of a different line of work.

A Place Where Water Sometimes Sits

Wed, 9 Jun 2010, 08:36 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

There’s a place on the south side of the lake where the water sits after a rain. Up on the hill, the rains run off the fields and pool around the trunks of the trees and cover the broken branches fallen from above.

Most of the time the place is dry. (It sure has been for the past several years.) But we had good rain this spring, and more than an inch fell this morning, so that place is full of water today.

From the trail that runs beside that place, I saw the muddy water. And I heard the trickle of the sometime stream that runs under the dike and down to the lake on the other side. And it made me think of a time long ago during what must have been another rainy year when I ran past that very spot and looked down on that very place and heard that very stream and saw a turtle in the water.

I’ve wondered about that turtle thru the years — how it fares when the rains don’t come, how it must climb up the embankment and cross the trail to make for the lake. I’ve wondered about that turtle.

And so as I walked past that place today, I peered thru the trees and underbrush down to where the water was and searched for the turtle.

Of course I didn’t see it.  I didn’t see it, but I know it was there.

Carl

Wed, 9 Jun 2010, 08:11 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

I spotted him from a distance, sitting on the bench under the bridge where he always used to sit. As I walked up, he turned his head. I raised my eyebrows, opened my mouth, tilted my torso forward and pointed at him. He smiled.

“Hello, Carl,” I said.

He nodded and smiled and said, “Hello.”

He was holding a cigarette in his left hand. He held out his right and we shook hands. I sat down next to him.

“I haven’t been out here much,” he said.

I admitted the same.

“Are you still singing?” I asked.

“No,” he said. He had a distant stare on his face.  “I had surgery recently.”

“Oh. What kind?” I asked.  “Are you ok?”

It was for prostate cancer.

So we talked a little about sleeping thru the night and the various complications that go with that.  I talked about radiation.  He said he didn’t need to do that. We talked about the doom of not having any more children, a thought that in our 50s and 60s made us chuckle (and makes us tired). We talked about doctors and incisions and PSA tests. He talked about getting back in with his choir. I talked about how I’m walking at home in the mornings rather than running around the lake in the afternoons.

“How’s your son?” Carl asked. “How old is he now?”

So we talked about our sons and their jobs. I told him about how I jokingly asked Ben where he was going to live when he told me about his summer job—and about the look on Ben’s face when I asked. Carl told me about his son’s apartment and how he told his son that he can always come back home.

And then it was time for me to go. We shook hands again (and then yet again), and said goodbye.

“Tell your wife hello,” he said.

Car Talk

Mon, 7 Jun 2010, 06:51 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

He’s back from college and hasn’t driven a car in a long time—certainly not a standard.  So a little practice was in order.  Driving here, driving there.  Going to get something to eat, going to the hardware store.

So we’re in the car, and he’s at the wheel.  And it’s a new car.  (Yes, I got a new car, but that’s a separate story.)  He’s changing lanes, checking the mirrors, speeding up, slowing down, upshifting, downshifting.

“Man dad,” he says.  “This car is so quiet.  It runs so smoothly.  I can barely hear the engine!”

He changes gears and looks down at the tachometer.

“Wow!  Look at the RPMs.  Below 2000!”

He shifts again and repeats his exclamation.

“Wow!”

Now, Ben knows that I don’t fall in love with my cars.  A typical car of mine will get—what—20 washings in its entire lifetime, fewer vacuumings. I don’t grow attached to them, and he knows it.  So these exclamations can’t be indirect compliments aimed at me; they must be authentic amaze. I smile as he talks about the RPMs and about how other cars run higher and louder and don’t have a sixth gear. (Yes, it’s a six-speed.)

Then it strikes him.

“Oh dad,” he says.  “We’re having a typical father/son talk.  We’re talking about RPMs and gear shifting and how the engine’s running just like fathers and sons should.”

Kind of scary, that.

Stunned Silence

Sun, 6 Jun 2010, 08:53 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

You haven’t said much lately.  What’s been going on?

I haven’t felt like talking.  I don’t have very much to say.

You always have something to say.  What’s wrong?

I guess I’ve just been sitting in stunned silence.  You know: BP’s spewing gusher a mile under the surface.

Oh for heaven’s sake!  You need to get a life.

Like I said: stunned silence.

The Gulf of Mexico is a Very Big Ocean

Fri, 4 Jun 2010, 03:46 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

The Gulf of Mexico is a very big ocean. The amount of volume of oil and dispersant we are putting into it is tiny in relation to the total water volume.

— BP CEO Tony Hayward [Guardian]

Unfortunately, not so tiny relative to attempts to clean up your spew. Nice try, though, doctor.

hat tip: [photo]
drawing of oil skimming ship in big blue sea

Define Modest

Thu, 3 Jun 2010, 08:33 PM (-06:00) Creative Commons License

[…] the environmental impact of this disaster is likely to have been very, very modest.

— BP CEO Dr. Tony Hayward [sky news]

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photo: AP/Charlie Riedel [Boston Globe]

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